Usually I would post this under Ethan's blog, but I wanted to keep this blog running too.
For the last two nights sleep has been really rough..last night was because of coffee and tonight...well I have no clue why I can't sleep.
Tomorrow my mom my sister and Bruce will be here to see/ spend time with Ethan and also participate in a second photo shoot being offered to me by the hospital's media team (they did Ethan's first shoot and I was amazed at how good the pictures turned out.)
I think that I am trying to be strong but it's hard...and I don't know how I am going to cope with everything that is going to be happening in the next few days.
On Saturday my dad and Denise took me out because I wanted to start a shadow box for Ethan (haven't found the right box yet.) I got pampered and it felt good just to be non stressed for awhile ( I called and checked on Ethan at least 5 different times)
Sunday I just vegged out and spent the day at the hospital as Denise wasn't feeling to good..dad came and stayed with us for a little while which was good..I held my sweet boy today and we just kinda relaxed with each other, he was very calm and slept the entire time.
I will be giving my mom my sister and Bruce time with Ethan tomorrow and I am going over to Ronald Mcdonald House to do laundry and other things that need to be done. I have had every moment up til now with him and I think that it would be nice for them to be Ethan.
Well I am going to try to lay down and sleep now....Will update later.
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